Summer is over:( Well, for a teacher it is.

No posts this summer....Because well, the internet man was supposed to come last week and due to a mishap of events...he didn't make it to my house till today (also after a phone call to his company)...so our internet is officially here and I can update anytime on my much-missed blog! Lots and lots of changes in such little time: I got a new job at the middle school in town.....it started this week. I miss my friend. The one that was across the hall, the one that I waited for each morning, the one I saw and hugged and talked to every single school day. I miss her. Can't say much more and haven't been able to all summer. Hope I get past that soon so that I can write her an "I Love Ya" letter longer than two sentences:) Anway, Blakley Kate started daycare. Whew, what a durn adventure. Honestly. Hardest thing ever is putting your baby in a new place for total strangers to look after her. I have struggled with it for about 8 days now. Everyone tells me it will get better...wonder when??!! It's been one of those things that I know HAS to be done so therefore I don't have a choice (other than the choice in where it is I take her) so therefore I have no control....so therefore I have been an emotional hurricane lately. I feel like I need my very own weather siren attached to my back side so that I can warn anyone I come into contact with that I may flip out emotionally at any moment. I have done alot of prayin....alot. I have complete faith that our little princess will be taken care of and that the Lord will keep us all strong through the adjustment process. He never lets me down- and I never doubt His love for us. Got some wonderful news this summer: My pappaw is cancer-free!!!! I want to shout it out everytime I tell someone. After his battle with cancer and many many radiation treatments and chemo....his cancer is gone. Miracles can happen, people. I'm just sayin. Thank you for all the prayers....